All I want is to lead a productive and successful life. I take two steps forward and 20 steps back. I’ve been working so hard at this life. To have a good work ethic and take care of myself and get my work done, and be dependable and and and…and it never ends. It’s like …
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Insanity
Why is it so easy? So easy to care so little for me. It doesn’t matter how much work has been done, or how far I’ve come, it takes next to no time to fall into bad habits. It’s so much easier to take on harmful patterns than to do what I know is best …
Healed and Happy
So many people lose sight of themselves as time goes on and they get older. I see the comments and questions often on social media: “I’m making little me proud.”, “How would younger you feel about how you are living your life?”, “Honor your inner child!” The truth is I’ve been unhappy for a very …
The Rollercoaster
You can feel the clicking. The chugging. And it’s louder than you can comprehend. The excitement is bubbling up within you as well as everyone around. The closer you get to the climax the tenser you get. Energy gets feverish, as if you have no control. But with every click, with every chug gravity weighs …
Making Love
Making Love is such a beautiful thing. These are such strange times but, times that have shown me a side of life I’ve never gotten to enjoy. The mention of ‘Making Love’ brings such a specific picture to mind. It’s two people, it’s sexual, it’s only available through another person. I am learning that sincerely …
My Declaration of Self-Help
I’m a waitress. One thing I hear constantly from my managers and coworkers is “don’t be afraid to ask for help”. I don’t like that. I am not good at asking for help; it makes me extremely uncomfortable and halfway through asking for it, I normally decide it was a mistake and try to reverse …
A Change Of Roles
Growing up is shitty. I have been moping a lot lately, so I am writing this entry in hopes that it will expel the last of my sad little attitude from my system and I will get over it. I am in no way a fully formed person. In fact, in my mind I still …
Whose Life Is It Anyway?
Okay so I know my blog thus far has run along the lines of self-empowerment and being comfortable with yourself, but something has been irking my nerves. I’m fairly comfortable with my life at the moment and I’m having fun being single; so why is there always someone else who is not? I get questioned …
Sam Pursues 